building lego will never be the same again
— September 12, 2024.
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Ah, there goes that bittersweet notice again. I could taste it in every corner of my tongue, wanting to express this unwanted feeling.
For months, I prepared myself to face this picture once developed but I didn’t know it was too much. I thought I was okay, just numb in the sea of piled schoolwork because I didn’t find the letter hurtful at all.
But as I traced my steps to our house, my facade broke down under the dark sky. How come I saw it coming but I still can’t grasp the ability to hide the pain? I thought I handled it well because I didn’t shed tears the moment I heard about the news.
You have no idea how the heavens remind me of you. Whenever I look up at the sky, whether it emits sunset or pours, it always brings me back to you. I’ll surely miss you. But in between the longing I have for you, I know I’ll find integrated pieces of you that will remind me to wait until you’re here again patiently.
It’s not yet September 26 but I feel like it’s too soon for you to say goodbye temporarily. There’s no screaming in lowercase, no cheating strategies in games, and the iron deficiency line will be incomplete for a while.
Twenty-three months feels like a lot of waiting. By that time, I hope I am holding my diploma and will find myself hearing about the news you’re here again. The both of us will not be the same as we are right now, but the way my eyes lit up and find your existence comforting and safe will remain the same… or much more.
Kahit gusto ka naming manatili, ang tanging maibibigay lang namin ay manatiling maghintay na bumalik ka.
Smell you later, Yoon Jeonghan.
